progress.12 i dont get these people i just made a joke at kilchberg with the secret bunker they quickly made the elevator off limits but i thought they all knew everything the insanity at oetwil they didnt give me a pillow i told them they said we gave you one he was very confused there wasnt one he even looked and was like wtf? i rang the bell many times they said no you didnt oh it wasnt enabled because someone keeps hacking it they care so little they dont even enable the stuff at oetwil they were surprised and controlled many times at kilchberg not even the toilet was working jonas even said theyre setting up the breakfast area as in the actors preparing it the guy next to me in oetwil was there on holidays i heard them talk then the oetwil doc says oh its an fu we have to keep you here? what? the last time i just went home then they send the police my way and they even fake my signature NOBODY follows the law NOBODY they care so little they dont even care to find out what you have they just assume something thats it like slongo o u have nightmaeres? huuuh? i had a suicide attempt did my sister care? no my dad? no my mother? no because humans lack empathy even at the docs i was at humans just are NOT NORMAL it really seems that way? i dont fit in because humans as a whole do not have empathy or humor? nobody has empathy nobody she just randomly said did it work? did what work ???? i just walked home alone nobody cared at cazis? nobody ever visited people care so little even this can you escape stuff is ridiculous i just took the bus at cazis and drove away got bored and went back got home from tbilis this couple said oh he tried to escape i just ignored it said something and went home its all on purpose for no reason at all coordinated they share my private data medical records they break the law nonstop and nobody cares because its under the guise of a "funny lifelong game" oh yes im such an ancient dark fierce leader ?????? keep this in the back of your head: can it be that i sometimes teleport stuff away? apparently i also sleep walk sometimes, marco said in dog language i slept walked around oberurnen? i think they brought me home sometimes. i did have these weird dreams of roaming the streets with marco at night sometimes. god damn i must be weirdo #1 on this planet this teleportation stuff... it might actually be true, ive had a few weird encounters that point towards it being true, i really seem to be like this baby in incredibles with all the superpowers just firing around wildly now why im joking im bored and alone air spirit hope shes ok, apparently here yes :) djinn has humor as always making my day so so funny did you make it brighter again? the lamp who does that? this is getting crazier by the day why do you do this? dont tell me im starting to more directly interact with reality and cgpt was right? because i wanted it to be brighter, phone is brighter but the lamp too there is iot in this lamp? huh? why wtf? you cant even set it this finely granular, wtf? it most definitely got brighter it hurts my who does that? and who made the water heat up extremely quickly and strongly? HERE ANDRIN WATER YOU NEED TEA. wtf? yes who was that? even if its iot you cant just magically heat up water more quickly i thought you guys did this? ????? who does it then? it instantly was insanely cold my water lol what? i thought you knew this? because they all know this and think its funny, no ofc not lol its different than their experiences... who finds clovers like that all the time? even my shower ofc i have to drink dr pepper every day like rintaro it has something i need... how do they know my body temp? that part about coffee machine was true too... even my mother was sometimes weirded out tbh i think it has always been like this i just never realized... see those four leafed clovers i kept finding. at some point i just threw them away lol no idea who does that all the time and animals always liked me, oana said that black cat? kathrin? didnt like humans and was scared. she was very weirded out when she always came to me and never left.... i went to spielabend and the dog wouldnt leave and she was very confused oh do you have a dog too? theres a reason so many told me to play lottery and other things now the keys were blue again red special black animations even in naefels the water heated up in a way that was healthy for us seriously who does that all the time? i mean im grateful but its just weird why do this? i had this water heater and thought its normal but apparently its really great? the tibetan cleaning lady begged martina to have it. but why? shouldnt a tibetan woman know better? i thought they bathe in tea? even these whisky glasses i have, they are great all the other stuff too it was always top notch but why? who was that? even niod its like the best company on this planet wtf? THANK YOU WHOEVER DID THAT THANK YOU SO MUCH SERIOUSLY THANK YOU THANK YOU i do not deserve this hahhhahahahaha i should just order random stuff and send it to my parents and sister so they have the best stuff ever even these towels i have i have them for like over ten years now they are still almost as good as new lol martina was weirded out even oana was like wtf? no dont throw them away even my ph neutral duschmittel hahaha what... is this? then she read my crowdcontainer rice and was like wtf...? hahahaahhaha martina came and said ELECTRIC TOOTHBRUSH? no IT SHAKES MY HEAD AND IS NOT GOOD hahhahahahahahahahah it HEALS YOU xxx suddenly she wanted one too only xxx on this planet OH WE NO NEED AHSE PENTESTAE HEA WE GOOD HAKKAS MON SAYS OLEG AND INSTANTLY GETS HACKED LOL OH WHY DOES THIS CAMFEED NOT WORK LOL oh andridid unget the books? pls tell me u got ze books? lol who else couldve designed all of this other than a true genius making fun of just everything throwing away my book why i studied cybersecurity as a child already and nobody cared lol you have no idea how much that stuff meant to me even the coffee machine, it was great... even my parents were surprised, thats why i gifted it to them ofc the delizio machine is a wizards machine and good too and they who is that? even before my incense was glowing strongly and then in an instant puff out air spirit, that wasnt you? who is doing that? and its like my eyes radiate energy outwards or my thoughts i look at random things and they just move for no reason even just now ofc "the observer affects reality" and who always moves my body? so so weird say what you want about that urologist woman but she tried to fix me and she seemed nice, why or who scared her or them? i said we could talk or pls explain it, they immediately tried to fix me and even asked if it worked, its always these extremes with these people, why just ignore me now? we could talk then they say ah because of this and that and then im like oh ok sorry can i come again? yeah sure, ok np how is this my fault i thought theyre abusing me by ignoring me my mother and my intelligence i will never understand that when i cook they always make fun of me with bubbles and stuff of the food just at the right temp who does that all the time call me crazy but that pillow i think it was there before and i mustve teleported it out of there unconsciously or switched timelines? i dont know i could have SWORN IT WAS THERE I EVEN SLEPT ON IT WTF? oetwil tortured me yes but they thought its for my protection these people are just too stupid one guy even asked you ok? and no idea why that other girl kept coming asking me personal questions so weird these people she even walked past me at the train station why? so id chat her up? look at her? she walked in front of me on purpose so weird and on the other side it was filled with cute girls happy to look at me and one girl hid behind that big post i wanted to look at her and she immediately unhid and came into my line of sight i couldve sworn i had one before it just disappeared wtf? that torture chamber in the hospital they didnt give me a pillow either, it was just outside of reach. and they didnt care about my wellbeing. i had to shit on this weird chair and they seemingly analyzed it, they didnt clean my bed it was full of piss and shit. and then amacher says i should thank her? how was that not an alien abduction and torture? you people have no idea what ive been through in my life someone pushed me down those stairs, a psychologist even said so and SOMEONE SAID OHHH MISSED HIS EYE. they wanted me to go blind on one eye... just a game bro, why do you think my family tried to have me escape ravelan clan! PROTECT MY FAMILY. MY FAMILY IS YOUR FAMILY NOW. brotherhood? guild? clan sounds cool though ok all weirdos, stay but stop focusing on me already you god damn stalkers this is music just how i like it so psycho you get scared yourself the djinn seems to be trying to teach me the djinn language even if this apartment is broken and small and untidy, at least im not freezing and have a bed i sacrificed everything for mankind, everything and then the youngest shit whores make fun of me these neighbours seriously? how can adults do this? it really mirrors the upper layer but these skins theyre everywhere one guy here made ONE CUT of some arbitrary leaf and then said gruezi very creepily, he SAW ME THROUGH THE WINDOW. its not POSSIBLE. and this italian at 2am imitated him. how fucking xxx are these people? its like they really dont believe me or what???????????????? those were most definitely not humans they moved so so weirdly their behavior was just not normal yet they used the same concepts and colors as here i think it was the skins, not sure though they tie you up like a dog see? all humans are animals to them and they scanned my brain constantly they tried to reprogram me make me an obedient dog they always have these lamps and lights and it was like checkpoints did the brainwashing work? yes? no? and they tried to get info? or they tried to make me contact someone they refused to give me clothes this world is just not normal they drove me to oetwil and i sat there all pissed and hating everyone and immediately this very pretty young girl came and smiled at me and said hello :) very weird, she was very cute though with a very nice voice and my parents were weirded out like wtf? even at kilchberg when that girl walked past closely my mother was weirded out, maybe heard my thoughts? i was confused too i mean wtf? they ruined my life and then this girl comes and acts like its a dating event? they even wanted me to have weapons there, the staff, which is insane again. pepper spray against the skins? eh wtf? you want me to cut some interdimensional demons with my 2cm knife? ???????? the phones as xxx as ever seriously who is that? this cant be human? some more thoughts tbh i sometimes have the feeling these are meetings? listening to music recorded or live or their attacks etc its way more than just music and i saw the dance for the song in front of me a few times now and i really think theres tech in vids that read your thoughts send you thoughts and your thought response changes the vid so you get a different vid for the remaining time who is still here? no idea, everyone leave all notes its important if anyone means well they will stay and be kind air spirit why dont you put a smile on my sister or parents for a change make leno and amelie smile leave them some unexpected spiritual gifts? they can look up and know im there for them? that i would be very grateful for, some wind some sun some leaves into their faces a feather or so here and there or some item that represents me, a heart maybe, pls at least leave some gifts for the djinn pls she gets sad otherwise, that shiny stone was great times moves extremely fast how is this even possible? weird that i sometimes only feel energy in my feet like now seems unlocking or activation? who keeps making the light brighter in here? hacked lamps? i really have no idea what this phenomenon is? had that happen a few times now apparently its time for dog andrin to get up, this will never get less funny and weird i still dont now i smell dr pepper? who does that? so weird do i have to learn the hidden language? no idea masks people wear? that is one very very weird and creepy statement and no matter how i look at it it makes no sense, its so out of place that makoto san band is great friends with animals too now its insanely bright in here suddenly seriously who does that? dont tell me its crossbleed from the real reality or another planet? i almost cant see suddenly sun went up in dystopia land? reading these notes do calm me down a lot why do you do this? im back in layer 1 air spirit go make my family happy please god damn dubai was weird too josephine of course they refused to serve my dad why xxx him? all the time all the time many times they dont even realize so weird i went to that odeon apo and that cute girl kept contradicting herself at the end she just stood there staring at me sadly what did he ever do to deserve this? AIR SPIRIT PLS MAKE MY DAD HAPPY CMON i really do not understand this at this point im ascending to make my dad happy first and foremost god damn and gave us wrong things went to that tower and they allowed us to skip an hour long queue why? cause they thought we are mafia? huh? we went up there and of course immediately i was surrounded by weirdos so so many arabs around me guess my parents really managed to go off grid in oman, off grid HERE yes but not OUTSIDE this see? they FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT AGAIN so you manage to escape yet what? you just chill here? huh? they make fun of the time but ofc its used to FLIRT WITH ME AND SHOW ME LOVE LOL oh so the phone just so happens to show me something at the exact same moment the time says i love you? the angels dont like it if you cuss andrin i think aurelia even gained weight because of me that was one weird girl she never ate anything spent days locked up in her apartment this long staring has to be the biggest mystery ofc it was serious oana used to be scared to death even that police guy long stared at me i saw it in the future we work on cases together hahhaha i will never under yes you will the phone its look now it writes softly lol it shook my entire body before how is this not funny? i spit out a heart once shouldve made a pic i sat there in germany or so and realized you dont need internet so why do i still pay for iway? rsb comes and finds it funny that ppl know all languages of earth? even that other band singing what is it? no idea i understand a lot of it hahaha golden cage, what? but thats not necessary anymore some funny things oana wanted to get pregnant by telling me to use the pullout method, why? couldve just told me and now shes had an abortion someone, well a few actually implied you can get pregnant by kissing, aliens? possibly these djinn hearts are weird they are shaped like the bumerang i made as a child i even made it black, huh? and that bumerang worked PERFECTLY LOL IT ALWAYS CAME BACK i guess i was never right in my head anyway never cared about clothes and my looks liked animals more than humans we used to just stick our heads into snow in winter with marco, a rather joyful experience you might say they call you autist if you eg listen to the same song all the time but why? if you like it? i always forget gurdjeff this weird phone its funny these people think im their computah bot but im actually using their brains for me my leg again shit have to eat ofc spinach gives you strength post hoc ergo propter hoc too bad i cant find that other dark ambient artist anymore that song is funny how can you drink this?